well, i never wanted to keep a diary... but it seems to come in handy when you have noone to talk to...

today i had a busy busy day. i am very tired and my feet hurt... a lot.
ever since i finished school, i wanted to find a place to work...but all i found was sales-lady or jobs in some bar... that's just not for me... so i worked nothing...and i feel so useless... and my bf kept pushing me to get a job, as we moved alone this summer (it's benn a month now) ... so eventually i found a job... BUT i really HATE HATE HATE it !
We have a friend who has a business with posters with comercials on them. He earns pretty well from this...and he needed someone to go and stick the posters in the blocks of flats all over the town... he says it's an easy job...well,it isn't! i and another girl have to WALK all over town for 4 hours, serach for appropriate blocks and sticks his posters... but not every block is good...we need certain blocks...so we walk and walk... and it's really hard,actually...and he pays really bad... he said he can only give me 30 $ a month! That's very little...and i am very very mad at him! :evil: and today i sent a sms to the other girl (she lives with him, they are not toghether,just live toghether in the same appartment) and told her i won't go to work tomorrow...
I just downloaded the latest photoshop and tomorrow i will start learning how to use it... i want to be able to create better sites...not crappy ones,as the ones i created so far... :roll: I think it's a better idea, instead of working my butt off for no money!

i feel better ... i found 2 other nice jobs... one is a "typing-a-lot-on-my-PC" job, and i looove it sooo much.. it doesn't pay so much, but i love doing it. And the other one is... working for my dad. He has his own bussiness, and i will be helping
And now i'm enjoying my last few days of "free-ness", i'll start working very soon. And then i'll begin school, if the college teachers won't be on strike too... the school teachers won't begin the school year on friday, because they are on strike.. :o

hmm... right now i am very very confused ...
well.. i wanted to be happy this week,since it's my last week of holiday... but something came up. My bf's cousin had a bf,who is a really big idiot,and he stole her expensive phone and laptop! and she has told the police about this,and she was so afraid of him , she came to Timisoara (she is from another town) and wanted to stay with us the whole week! i don't like this..but i said yes...
well..she is gone now...thank god...she went back home to deal with the problem...

but this week i realised i can't stand living with another girl... i don't know why..maybe because they always complain about everithing... but then another thing came up!

my bf has a nice colleague he works with at his office...and the poor guy got kicked out of his house so he has to move to another place now...and he can't find any...so my bf told him he could stay with us..of course,after receiving my permission too...
BUT
he has a gf...and only now we find out that they want to live toghether... so ..i can't let them stay on the streets...so i said yes again..they could both move in with us...

i am confused because i don't think i will like living with another couple...if it were only him,it would have been ok, but 2 people....it's just too much! i am afraid i might not get along with them...
of course,there are serious money involved..they will not stay for free... but...the ideea scares me!

i hope they will find a place for them to live alone soon...! i want to have my own intimacy...i don't want to have to hide myself..
my head is so messed up right now... and i admit: i am pretty scared...

Well, if you're not comfortable with this, then you don't need to do it. It's nice to have somone for 1-2 days, for instance, but I think too much is too much. I can understand they don't have where to stay right now, but they should solve the problem fast and not be a burden. Why did the guy get kicked out off the previous place? Is he from another town? I don't want to sound too harsh, but I kinda dislike these situations. If you're not from the town and can't rent anymore, then just go to your home and that's all.

And the girl? Is she homeless too? Can't she find a place? Can't they live at their place?

You need to chat with your BF if you really want them in your home. If you feel like NOT sharing the apartment, then to h@ll with the money and mind your own business. Let them find another place. If they can pay you, then they can pay rent elsewhere. You don't need to do this if you don't feel comfortable

Keep us posted

well...we talked.. and my bf told me that they only will stay for 1 month..or so untill they find a place of their own..they too want to live alone... i don't think there will be too much trouble living with them for one month.. it's not that much... besides...they only sleep here , they work all day..

yes..they are from another town , but they have the workplace here.. so they can't just leave..
and we can surely use some money right now but i want to make sure we will be alone till Christmas :!:

well... they are here... we now live 4 in our apartment.. but these poeple are very...ok! she is great and he is also a good man.. i am very reliefed now, i know them and i am not worying about anything but school now

I started college
i'm not very excited about it, though

the first day was the opening, and right after that we had to go to classes already! well, the teacher didn't show up, so i just losed precious time i could have been here, posting lol

the second day started ok, i like my ICP teacher (introduction in computer programming) ....but then we had ..math :evil: bleah! and, as that wasn't enough...we had a test paper :twisted: and i don't think i would make a good first impression with that one..

this was my third day at school... i just had 4 whole hours of pure math! and i didn't understand anything! so i said "that's ok..i'll just take the books and learn by them" ...well... only one book for only one semester has ... 700 pages!!! i have 2 books for one math, and another book for the second math! and they weight as much as a computer!

in other words: i am doomed! i hope to survive here as much as i can! my staying here alone in the apartment depends on it! :?

well.. at least i only have 6 subjects to learn..so , that's ok

Just 6 subjects is OK The problem is that they're big ... Well, you'll make it. As for the classes when the teacher is missing? Get used to that ... they are jerks

All the best with school Wishing you only good results and not too many sleepless nights

thank you.. although i would enjoy sleepless nights ...on forums, of course...
since this is my diary, i would add that i am extremly happy right now because i am posting here after days of not being able to be online... i changed the location of the pc, and had no net , nor the time to be here...so right now i am really feeling great wohoo! :lol:

weekend rules !
my first week of college is over. I got used to the new stuff... can't say i hate it..it's cool...nothing to stressfull... and i love the informathics subjects ( i have 3 of them )
i realised i only have to learn at maths...the rest of the subjects i already know, since i finished an informathics highschool... (it's really funy seeing others trying hard to understand the meaning of such simple stuff i already know! i'm evil, i know.. )

the thing that made me REALLY sad and mad at the same time is that i can't do martial arts! i can only choose a sport that's on a list at the college so..i decided to take up some strenghth classes (culturism) i hope i'll at least look good at the end of college

i am only afraid of maths... but i WILL make it! i want to.. i dunno if this is "ambition" or "stupidity" :lol: considering that i am as smart as a rock when it comes to maths oh, well... we'l see